Huntington Disease (Melbenda and I)

[melbender]

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't want to believe it. "was she young?" if she kept bringing up some young girl then I had to wonder if she was still around here too.

[melbender]

"yeah she'd get mad coz if splatter brown dye everywhere and it'd stain." I grinned missing those times "hated doing it but it was alright."

[Ashwag24]

"So never ask you to help with my hair got it!"  I laughed.  "But what if I asked for your help to shave when I'm pregnant will you?"

[melbender]

"I will help you with anything, your hair and most of all yoiur pussy. Like i'd refuse a chance to get up close and personal with that." i smirked. "i'll shave you, and then eat you out."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Your amazing Matt!"  I turned and hugged him then kissed him.  As I turned back around he rinsed my hair.  "Thank you so much.  It hurts to lift my arm sometimes."

[melbender]

"I know beautiful." i smiled sadly. i hated to see her in pain. "How about i get a flatter pillow and put that under your arm in bed so it's not on a weird angle and then you can have some more meds, which i am now in charge of giving and you can get into bed, have dinner and watch a movie with your soon to be husband?" i loved taking care of her.

[Ashwag24]

"That sounds so good!"  I said sitting up so he could get up.  I loved how he said your soon to be husband.

[melbender]

I lifted her out of the bath and dried her off then grabbed some pjs. Helping her in bed. i propped her arm up and then went to make something easy to eat. "You don't need a knife or for these." i smirked putting a bowl of nachos on her lap.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled "nope but you can help feed me!"

[melbender]

I laughed "with pleaure baby. Don't forget to suck the food off my fingers too" i winked oicking up a chip with topping and making little car sounds driving it towards her mouth.

[Ashwag24]

I laughed and then cried.  Why I was crying because I was thinking of the child we lost and how he is going to be a amazing father.

[melbender]

Shit. "Baby. what's wrong?" god what did i do or say. i was such an ass and i didn't know why but i was. "All i do is make you cry lately." i pulled her to me, and kissed her forehead. "baby. please don't cry."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled a little.  "You didn't do anything wrong it's just you were making little car noises and feeding me which made me think of our child and great of a father your going to be."  I said and kissed him.

[melbender]

"I can't wait to have kids of our own, i was scared at first but i really cant wait for that." i put my hand over her flat belly "you'll make an amazing mother."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "I'm not so sure about that.  But yeah I can't wait either still scares me but I love you and we are getting married so that does come next!"

[melbender]

"It does but you will have a surfing career first." she wasn't going to miss out on that.

[Ashwag24]

"your faith in me surprises me.  My dad would have really loved you!"  I said remembering my father.  "He use to make car noises to feed my brothers and i!"

[melbender]

"Yeah? sounds like an awesome dad. I think he and i would have been at your every comp and cheering you on." i ran my hand up to her face "i love you."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled.  "Oh he would have been right there pushing me to get back out there!"  He was my biggest fan.  I opened my mouth for another bite.

[melbender]

"good, so that's exactly what I'm going to do " i smiled pushing the food towards her once more.

[Ashwag24]

I ate and then looked at him.  "I love you but I don't know if I can get out there and do that anymore!"  I was scared and I have never been scared of the water.

[melbender]

"you'll go out when you're ready, just take it a day at a time. There's no rush, although you might need to see what the doctor says about surfing, he mentioned physical therapy to gain some strength back after a couple weeks" i dust want her giving up and then regretting it all.

[Ashwag24]

I wanting to cry.  "Okay one day at a time.  Oh I need my phone i need to call my auntie!"  I was so happy that it took my fear away. I called her and she asked question after question.  None that i could answer.  

[melbender]

I laughed when I walked back into the bedroom and she was still in the phone. Women. "just going to get a drink" i smiled blowing her a kiss.

[Ashwag24]

I giggled and I told my auntie what Matt did.  She was happy for me and said my parents would be proud.  I smiled sadly.  "Matt wants to get me back in the water but I'm scared with my shoulder.  Sometimes he reminds me of my dad in a good way."  I told her.

[melbender]

"He reminds me of your father too sweetie. He's caring and loving. I think your father sent him for you." she said "you'll get back in the water once you're ready."

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