Huntington Disease (Melbenda and I)

[melbender]

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I didn't want to believe it. "was she young?" if she kept bringing up some young girl then I had to wonder if she was still around here too.

[Ashwag24]

"no not today it looks like rain anyway . "Let's watch movies all day andaube make a appointment for me my aunt said she would help pay." I knew he didn't haveing and I wasn't his finically so it made since for her to help.

[melbender]

I looked at her frowning "i can take care if you. I'm selling mums place, and have their savings plus super. I'm good to help you. " she was mine and I wanted, no I would take care of her.

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "I know you can and want too but I'm not sure I feel comfortable with it. I mean I love you but we are still new and things can happen. I don't want you worrying about paying for my stuff." Then I realized what he said. "Your selling your parents place? But why I love it and it's where you grew up?"

[melbender]

I knew shed not like this idea "i don't know if I can ever be ok living in there, this realtor came to me and said I should sell."

[Ashwag24]

"I understand but your not using that money on me you should buy your own house!" I said trying to reassure him. It was his to do what he wanted with but I hope he wouldn't use it on me.

[melbender]

"hmm maybe I'll think about just changing their place up a bit" i thought about it and might do that "did you Yalgoo to the Dean at school yet?"

[Ashwag24]

i shook my head. "No not yet and thanks for thinking about it." I held onto him and smiled.

[melbender]

"how about your aunt takes you to the appointment and I'll wait here." I didn't know if I should just back off and let her desk with this her own way. I didn't want to smother her. "I'm going to draw for a bit."

[Ashwag24]

i was confused but I nodded and said okay. I made my appointment and my aunt would be picking me up soon. I was so scared and nervous.

As the doctor took more blood samples and a x-Ray I waited I tried to text Matt but nothing. Once the doctor said I had a mass on my right back ahoulder all I could do was cry. They wanted a biopsy done on it as soon as possible he said most likely it's nothing but to be safe they wanted to do it. I finally texted Matt again. -on my way to the diner to try to eat doctor found a mass on my shoulder I'll talk to you more later. I'm scared-

[melbender]

I read get message and felt sick and like such a jerk for not being with her. -don't be scared. You're going to be fine- she was. I kept telling myself that 

"where's matt?" her aunt asked squeezing her hand once they were seated.

[Ashwag24]

"i-i don't know I texted him what was going on and I thought he would have been here but he isn't i guess he is busy." No said not hungry. " really not hungry but I'm so tired can you just take me to my apartment so I can sleep."

[melbender]

"but don't you live with him? " the aunt asked confused "i don't think he's doing this to be rude, but maybe after his parents, this is a bit hard for him. Another person he loves isnt well. I think he's frightened."

[Ashwag24]

i sighed. "I stay with him all the time and I suppose I do but i still have my place with Mia. I don't want to upset him anymore with what could be. He loves me auntie and I love him but I'm afraid and I know he is too."

[melbender]

"Don't be afraid my dear. You've found yourself a man who'd do anything for you." she glanced up and noticed him walking in behind her. "Ill bring lunch out for you both."

I walked up behind her, and noded a thanks to her aunt as she wlked off. I got to the table, and bent down behind her. "I missed you." I kissed just under her lobe surprising her.

[Ashwag24]

i jumped and turned. "You didn't have to come! But I missed you too." I said and looked over to see my auntie smile. "My aunt wants me to eat but I'm not hungry just really tired."

[melbender]

"You're going to eat." it wasn't up for discussion. "Then I will take you to your surprise." I smiled.

[Ashwag24]

i looked up at him. "Matt baby I'm really not hungry tho can't I just have a shake." I said because I wasn't sure i would be able to hold any food down. "They scheduled my biopsy for this coming Monday. W-will you be there with me for it?" I asked not crying because I wanted to be strong. "And the doctor said its most likely nothing."

[melbender]

"of course it's nothing and I will definitely be there to take you. I'll stay for the whole thing." I smiled and when her aunt brought the food over, I grabbed her burger and put it in my plate. "least try to have some fries, even if it's five."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "I love you." I ate some fries and we ha da mall talk. "Hey so what's this surprise? And is this why I couldn't get ahold of you earlier?"

[melbender]

I didn't want to tell her I was too much of a pussy to come to the doctors with her. "its called a surprise for a reason and I was getting it ready yes."

[Ashwag24]

i smiled. "So can we go now then I need something good today besides you showing up here to surprise my day has sucked! Make it better, in more ways than one!" I winked and giggled.

[melbender]

"oh yeah, you want some of this?" i guestered to myself with a laugh. I took her by the hand and drove to my apartment where I waited until it began to get dark then led her out onto my balcony. I had a ton of blankets and pillows on the floor and all her favourite sweets. "thought we could watch a movie beautiful." I said turning her favourite movie on which projected onto the building. 

[Ashwag24]

u smiled big and turned into his arms. "Matt! Oh my god your the best thank you so much oh I'm gonna have to please you extra tonight!" I kissed him hard and looked around again I couldn't believe it

[melbender]

It was about time she smiled. I took a spot on the cushions and pulled her down beside me "just as long as you're happy, then that's how you can please me baby." I hoped she would relax and not thing about anything else.

[Ashwag24]

i leaned on him. "When your around and do things like this I'm always happy." I kissed him lightly. "So what movie we watching? Something funny I hope."

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