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[melbender]

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"Sounds good." I smiled. I was curious to what she wanted to talk about. We showered and dried off then dressed. I sat down with a cup of tea for her and took in a breath. "Ok, this is killing me not knowing. Please talk."

[Ashwag24]

I held his hand not wanting to let do. As we got to the car I said. "I want a boy!"

[melbender]

"Yeah? I want a boy also, but I will be happy with whatever you give me." I smiled and held her door open. I couldn't wait to see our child on the screen.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled "me too I just want our children to be healthy! I'm so excited to finally see him or her!"

[melbender]

We got to the home and I opened her door. Leading her towards the back where Allison had her practice. After greeting her and introducing Ally and Izzy she set us up in the room, "nervous?" I asked, because I was.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head no. I wasn't, I was super excited. I watched as she started to move the wand to get a picture. I started to get worried when nothing was popping up. I looked at Judd.

[melbender]

I looked at Izzy and then at the Dr, she gave me a look and my stomach dropped. "Izzy, lets get you cleaned up and then we'll talk ok." she said softly and turned the scanner off. I reached over and took her hand and squeezed it reassuringly. "Isabelle, I'm afraid I have some bad news, you've had a miscarriage."

[Ashwag24]

I looked at Judd and automatically said "I'm so sorry Judd. I should of got the scan done earlier." I stated balling my eyes out.

[melbender]

Allison got up and left the room to give us privacy. "It's not your fault, these things happen sweetheart. let's get you home and into bed, you will need to take it easy for a few days." I said kissing her forehead and wiping her eyes.

[Ashwag24]

I can't believe this happened. A few days have passed and I have been miserable I haven't seen Judd much and I think he is mad about me loosing the baby. I wouldn't blame him. I started to think I wasn't meant to have kids or be happy. I was crying in bed around 3 in the morning when Judd got home. I didn't want him to know I was crying or up so I pretended to be asleep.

[melbender]

I got back from work where i'd been focusing all my attention on. Izzy barely spoke and I didn't want to push it. I walked into the bedroom and noticed her laying there asleep. I pulled off my shoes and clothes and got under the covers. I had to leave for the business trip soon and needed to break the news to her in the morning.

[Ashwag24]

((It's breaking my heart))

I woke the next pending in a daze. I needed to talk to Judd and make sure he wanted to marry me still. I was afraid he wouldn't. He was still sleeping so I went to make coffee. I say in the kitchen looking at wedding stuff when he walked in. He felt so distant I hated it.

[melbender]

(I know, it's horrible)

"Good morning" I said and kissed her cheek, noticing the wedding magazines beside her. "Listen I need to talk to you about something Izzy, I know it's not the right time with the wedding soon but I cant put this off." I said taking her hand with mine and running my thumb over her ring.

[Ashwag24]

I looked up with a confused look. "Um okay just tell me please." I hated this I knew he didn't want me. He hates me.

[melbender]

"I need to leave first thing in the morning, I have business that cant be delayed any more than it has been, I know our wedding is soon and I promise I will still make it, it's just i need to get this sorted baby." i said, i didn't want to let her know i was going to see Tanya tonight and then search out Kenzie once she spilled.

[Ashwag24]

I looked at him. "Judd if you don't want to marry me just tell me don't wait till the day of please." I finally said I just couldn't take it anymore. "I know how much you want children and it looks as if I'm not going to be able to. Our child is gone and Kenzie well she is most likely gone too. I just feel so empty. I will understand if you don't want me." I sat there trying I even figure out if I made since just now.

[melbender]

I walked over and dropped down and pulled her close "I still want to marry you, we'll have more babies, there is plenty of time for me to knock you up again, i'm not with you for a child, I'm with you because I love you and I cant wait until we're married. I just have work and its got to be done before I take time off after the wedding that's all baby, trust me please. Everything will be fine."

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. "Okay I just wanted to make sure. I love you Judd!" I kissed his lips softly. "You want me to make you dinner tonight?"

[melbender]

"An early dinner?" I asked and kissed her lightly.  "I'm sorry baby. Im so swamped with work." 

[Ashwag24]

"Early dinner?" I noises "okay, maybe we can you know before you go too?"

[melbender]

I grinned, "yes baby, I will definitely try make love before we go." I was a little unsure about that since we hadnt done anything since the baby being lost. 

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. Good because I really want you right now." I said as I grabbed his cock and rubbed.

[melbender]

I grabbed her hand a little shocked. "Baby, I cant right now. ive got paperwork to fix up." I dont know why I was pulling away but I felt a little guilty for hiding all this kenzie stuff.

[Ashwag24]

I stopped and jerked my hand away. "Okay well have a good day then." No walked away and got into the shower not sure why inward so pissed.

[melbender]

I sighed and went into the shower but the door was locked. "Ill just take off now then" I said through the door and grabbed my packed bags. I now wasnt in the mood to be fucked around so I headed straight to work and picked up the cases I needed done while I was away.

[Ashwag24]

I got out of the shower and cried the whole day. As it passed and I had not heard a word from Judd. I don't know why he was pissed I isn't turn him down. I made dinner after I left a message for him. I sat there waiting and waiting finally I was tired I cleaned my unbeaten food up and left his covered plate. I went to bed shortly after.

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