Escape ( Ash and Mel )

[melbender]

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I laughed “its ok, my husband can go get me one later.” I grinned “better step up your a game mr cook.” I smiled even more, rubbing his arm.

After my shower, I dressed and tied my hair up, pulling on my warm coat and gloves, I walked down to them “I’m ready when you are.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “And this is where I’m no good for you! I don’t have a clue maybe lily can help you decorate maybe Tom too but I’m not good at that and you should know this.”

[melbender]

“You are good at decorating.” I groaned “anyway, we should go home and discuss a few things, I’d like to talk about work and make a proposition for you to consider.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “Baby you know I can’t decorate very well.”  I pulled her to me.  “This pantry is big enough for us to you know have some fun.”

[melbender]

“Yes, it will be.” I agreed, kissing his cheek as I pulled away and walked over to the sun room by the kitchen “I think Lenny and I will be spending plenty of time out here together.”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned what the hell is she doing why does she keep waking away and not giving me what I want. I walked up behind her. “How we go there now and spend some time alone together naked!” I kissed the side of her neck and then sucked a little.

[melbender]

“Tanner Jesus.” I grinned, tilting my head to the side but pulled away again. “We need to go back to the house, I have so much to do right now.” I said putting some distance between us.

[Ashwag24]

I groaned. “Jesus woman! Are you not getting my hints or are you just denying me for some reason “. I was so confused was she that upset with me?

[melbender]

“Oh I’m getting all your hints loud and clearly, I’m just making you suffer because you’re a dick at times and I’m not a piece of meat to just be fucked constantly. You know, I wonder if after you remembered, did you forget how you promised to be a bit more romantic?” I asked putting him on the spot

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. I nodded and didn’t know what to say. I was really upset that she thought this. “We should get home.” I said this hurt me really bad. The fact she choose to punish me instead of talk to me hurt. It hurt bad and I just wanted to get back home and work out a little to relieve this stress.

[melbender]

“Wow really? You’re choosing to be mad at me because im not in the mood to put out every minute?” Well this day turned worse. “We have sex all night, and it’s still never enough for you to be happy with what I can give you. I’m-“ I stopped talking as Lenny began to cry “you know what, never mind. Let’s go.”

[Ashwag24]

I stopped her from walking away. “I’m not mad at all, I’m hurt, I’m hurt that you chose to punish me for wanting to make love to you, instead of talking to me, I’m hurt you think that’s all I want from you, I’m hurt that you used what I went through which was not easy on me at all against me just now and threw me under like that.” I looked right into her eyes. “I’m sorry I made you feel the way I did, I didn’t mean to but by all means you should have talked to me not punish me, that is worse then me being mad.” I kissed her and grabbed the diaper bag and walked to the car. I was upset.

[melbender]

Well this was going to be a fun drive home. I joined him after staying inside for a few more minutes, sitting in silence. “Maybe I’m not over it.. maybe I can’t forgive you like I say.” I said quietly. “So much happened and I have to be the strong one all the time, you say you’re sorry over and over and want to move forward but maybe it’s too hard.. I suffered a lot Tanner. I held our lifeless daughter in my arms as you planned to leave. I just can’t.” I whispered.

[Ashwag24]

A slap in the face would have felt better than that. I sat there for a while. “What is it you want? Cause I can tell you right now I can’t give you and I won’t give you a divorce. I don’t know what is going on, if you don’t talk to me, I will not ask you to make love, I will not ask anything of you but I will not give you a divorce.” I said sternly. “Think about what you want baby, then tell me I’m not going anywhere.” I starte dthe car and drove

[melbender]

“What I want?” I sighed, closing my eyes. “What I want is for you to grow a beard and get a haircut.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked st her. “I’m not stopping the car baby, something bad could happen someone could not be paying attention and hit us.  So just say what it is y’all to me damnit! Tell me what it is you want, I Damn. Well know I want you I want us the children the house I want it all with you!”  I was so upset this day went to the shits quick. I took a deep breath and said quietly, “please baby just tell me, I’d do anything for you.”  Just not give her a divorce.

[melbender]

“What I want?” I sighed, closing my eyes. “What I want is for you to grow a beard and get a haircut.” I fought hard to keep the tears at bay “I would never ask for a divorce Tanner.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed not meaning to. “Grow beard and get haircut okay.” I looked over at her. “Zola’s we agree we are stuck with each other now onto this you punishing me? Why would you do that?”

[melbender]

“It wasn’t me punishing you to hurt you, I knew you wanted sex, it’s been clear since before we left, I just have a lot to do and need to focus on that, because we both know quickies don’t happen. I just wanted to look around the house without it being about fucking, and I didn’t get anything done that I wanted to” I rubbed my temple.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “Then why didn’t you just say that to me? It hurts that you said what you did. I don’t want to fight baby I just want you happy but when you said that I fell like I don’t make you happy. It hurts to know this.” I pulled her hand in mine. “I love you and I’m sorry for making you feel the way I did, I didn’t mean too.”

[melbender]

“You do make me happy, just sometimes I overthink and it puts me in a weird mood. I hate that I’m still affected by things in the past and I try to move on for us” I looked over at him. “Your phone keeps vibrating.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. “Well, we need to y’all about things more so it doesn’t escalate.” I reached in my pocket “What the living fuck is lily thinking?” I showed char the test and the amount. “This is cause she is mad at us then she is grounded.”

[melbender]

“Oh my god! She spent twenty grand in an hour?!” I was blown away, shocked. “Jesus Christ.. you didn’t think to set a limit of the kids cards?” I was in shock, I couldn’t yell or do anything. “Maybe it’s a mistake and they overcharged.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “We will find out.” I looked at her real quick. “I’m sorry baby, I love you can you not be mad st me anymore I don’t like it.”

[melbender]

“I’m not mad when your daughter just went on a e shopping spree.” I groaned. “She’s about to have her ass kicked if it’s not a mistake.” As we pulled up to the house I leant over and kissed him “I love you.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “I love you now let’s go kick our daughters ass! What the hell is she thinking spending that much money. She has never done this before.”

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