first everything but that!

[Ashwag24]

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She was my first kiss!
First make out!
First girl I’ve seen naked!
First well not that because of that night!

She should have been my first everything but they took that from us, from her. We had it set up her 16th birthday right befor emy 17th birthday, we were going to take it all the way!  We both wanted it, we were both ready.  But my mind being as sick as it is I had to tie her hands and just as I was going to pull out my cock, I got hit in the head and when I woke I hated what I saw. She couldn’t escape because I tied her hands.  I won’t blame her if she doesn’t forgive me.  After I got loose I killed one of the men but the other got away.

Her parents took her 4 days after the policed questioned her and they never looked back I never got to say good bye.  So what happens when I see her 10 years later.

[melbender]

“Well that’s more than what I do. I’m usually home all day,” I shrugged. “I didn’t even finish school, I tried working and that didn’t go well so I don’t work.” Which made me feel pathetic

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “Maybe it’s time to live more then.” I looked up at her. She needed to. “Maybe we can help you, my brother and I.” I wanted to help her so bad but I won’t force her.

[melbender]

“”I’m ok, you don’t need me dragging you down with my issues”. I looked up at him “my parents wouldn’t ever allow me to go anywhere with you, I’m never even out this long let alone I’ve never gotten breakfast in a cafe since we used to each weekend”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “They are mine as well lily, I’m so sorry.” I felt like a dick. “It’s my fault. I picked the spot I tied you up.” I looked down. “I want to make it up to you, I want to help you to become you again.”

[melbender]

“I don’t want to talk about the past. I cannot keep reliving it during the day when it’s all I dream about at night.” I shook my head “I am too fucked up to become anything anymore.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “You’re not fucked up lily, and I want you to be able to move past it and you haven’t yet, I can help you I know I can as a friend.” I wanted to be more I always will but I won’t ask that of her.

[melbender]

“I don’t know” I said and shook my head. “It’s a lot, we haven’t spoken for ten years.” I shrugged and noticed a message from mum asking where I was. I ignored it “I’d like to see where you work.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Lily I’ll be here for you, I know we haven’t seen each other in 10 years but you are here now and I want to help you through this. Whenever you are ready.” I smiled. “You can come by anytime! If you want to see it now I’ll take you!” I just want to help her.

[melbender]

“Lets go now.” I suggested, stealing the last of his bacon. “I’ve got nothing on and I don’t feel like going home just yet.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Okay!” I wasn’t going to say no. “Maybe after we can get lunch or something?” I wasn’t sure why I just didn’t want to let her go I wanted to talk and learn more.

[melbender]

“Yeah, sounds good. I haven’t had pizza in forever, you think our booth is still there?” I grinned, grabbing my sunglasses “oh I should go home and get my wallet. You can’t pay for everything.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “I’m not hurting for cash lily I got you!” She really had no clue. My business was going great, plus I was a gentleman I wouldn’t let her pay for anything.

[melbender]

“Well I’ll have to pay you back next time.” I said without thinking. “So is your brother married? I didn’t know he still lives around here. I was told you moved.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled as she was thinking of when we would be getting together again. “No need to worry about that let me treat you!” I looked over and saw some people walk in. “My brother is married now with a set of twins!” She looked surprised. “Yep you would like his wife she is nice and good for him.”

[melbender]

“Wow, twins huh.” I couldn’t picture his brother with kids. “Remember when you said that we’d have five kids and a big house full of noise and animals, I’m guessing it’s your brother who’s got the loud house.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and didn’t think before speaking. “I still would with you.” I glanced up at her then looked away. “But yeah he is doing good and I love his girls, I like to spend time with them when the two love birds need time alone.”

[melbender]

“Gross.” I laughed not thinking too much about what he said. It was years ago, I doubt he’d want that now really. “Maybe I can meet his kids one day? If that would be ok?”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “It’s not grosss they love each other.” I looked at her and wanted to tell her I still love her. “Of course you can meet them I know my brother is going to be shocked when we stop by the shop.” He will flip and then he will worry about me and he has every right to.

[melbender]

“Why will he be shocked? They probably all hate me. I mean the whole town knows we were going to have sex that night.” I sighed finishing my milkshake.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Because we thought we wouldn’t ever see you. We both have missed you.” My brother loved lily like a sister he knew how much she meant to me. “He cares about you lily he always has you know that. He always thought of you as his sister and if you remember you were going to be one day.” If I had my way you still would be.

[melbender]

“Yeah well I’m sure he’s still holding onto that.” I laughed and shook my head. “Alright. Let’s get going, I’m sick of people staring at us in here.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “They are probably looking at wondering how the hell I ended up dining with such a beautiful woman.” I knew they were because I don’t date or dine with any women. “You shocked them with your beauty and being with me. Because I don’t get out like this ever!” I stood up and left a tip on the table and held my hand out for her.

[melbender]

“You don’t? I thought by the way your confidence came across that you were out all the time.” I said and took his hand. The same feeling shot through me, and I didn’t let go this time.

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “Not since then lily, Not since you.” I wasn’t sure if she understood what I was saying but it didn’t matter I didn’t want anyone but her and never would. I smiled and squeezed her had. “Want To was or drive?”

[melbender]

“I totally want to drive.” I grinned holding my hand out for the keys. “Are you sure you trust me not to crash?”

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