Destructive Choices

[melbender]

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They met and fell in love three years ago, their souls entwined and believed they had fiund true love with each other. Both having been married before, and each have two children with their previous partners, a boy and a girl. They thought life was going ok, with goals being met and their savings account going up. Until, one day when their perfect bubble began to burst.

He left his ex wife and their two children to follow his heart, moving to another state and flying over each holidays to spend a weekend with his children, or flying them down to his new home. The only catch, he’s wanting to see them more and more. His ex, blocks his calls and makes it harder on him. He feels guilty for the amount of time he spends with his girlfriends kids, and can’t help but want to move back to be with his own.

She was happy, looking forward to the possibility of owning their own home and thinking life was great as she started a new job and was feeling alive again after the divorce and custody battle. Her children were her world, and she couldn’t help but feel anxious when his were around. She was always kept at arms length, never really being involved with them. She just didn’t think he would up and leave them.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “I feel more like their dad.” I loved being with them they were good kids and I loved them. After
The zoo we went and got food it was nice and I loved it. Their dad didn’t understand how these kids are and I hated him for it.

[melbender]

I tucked them into bed, kissing her forehead and then my sons. I missed them so much when they weren’t here. “Today was fun, it was good to go and do something like that.” I said wrapped my arms around his neck tightly.

[Ashwag24]

I aggreed “it was and I loved all of it.” We walked to our from. “I was serious you know about marry you one day.” I wanted her to know I meant it. “I want us to be whole.”

[melbender]

“I would like to marry you too, and to have our own house. With a big yard.” I couldn’t wait to have a house to call our own.

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “Me too babe me too. But for now I’d just really like to get you under me.” I winke San dpicked her up carrying her to bed kissingbher hard. “I’ve missed you.”

[melbender]

“My favourite place to be.” I moaned as he sunk in deep “you have no idea how happy I am that you’re back home. This is where you belong.”

[Ashwag24]

I groaned. “Yes it is and I’m never leaving again!” I kissed her hard and made my way to her neck wanting to leave my mark in her so when she looks in the morror tomorrow she will be reminded of this moment.

[melbender]

I came hard, riding him fast and squeezing every drop from him. “I need a shower and the sheets need changing” I grinned, kissing him as I slid off and laid beside him

[Ashwag24]

I smirked. “Shower sounds good but I don’t want to get up!” I laughed. “Baby you wore me out!” I looked over at her and just wanted to go at it again. “Never mind I got my energy back let’s shower!”

[melbender]

“I’ll clean you up” I grinned, pulling into our bathroom. I pushed him Against the wall and kissed him eagerly “your cum is everywhere” I noted feeling it down my thigh

[Ashwag24]

I smiled “Are you still taking your pill?” I asked not knowing if she was or not the other morning I noticed they weren’t where she normally kept them. I know I said I didn’t want to have kids but I knew she disnand maybe I would just give her that because I love her.

[melbender]

“I am don’t worry, I moved things around once you left.” My period was due next week anyway. “You don’t have to stress I’m not going to trap you.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “That’s not why I was asking babe, I just wanted to let you know maybe one day after we are married maybe we can try.”

[melbender]

I looked at him with skepticism “you were adiment you didn’t want a baby. We both agreed that it wouldn’t be a good time, our kids ate grown and we definitely can’t afford a child.” I hated being so worried about money all the time

[Ashwag24]

I nodded. “Yes I know, that’s why I said try, maybe later in our lives we will have the money. I know how bad you want a child and I’m good with that I want you to be happy it is obvious your kids want a sister or brother!”

[melbender]

I didn’t think we would have a child. He wasn’t divorced and that could drag on for years plus his kids and mine still needed to be spending more time together. I looked at him and just smiled “they’re no rush.” Or do I thought, when a week later my period was 4 days late and I shan’t know how to tell him. “I’m late” I blurted sound the dishes with him beside me

[Ashwag24]

I stopped what I was doing. “I’m your right here how are you late babe?” I was so confused at what she was getting at. I started helping her again and she didn’t remove. “Babe it’s okay whatever your late for I’m sure it will all work out.”

[melbender]

“My period is late. I’m four days late.” I couldn’t look at him as I stared out at the kids on the trampoline.

[Ashwag24]

I turned and looked at her. “You’re late?” I asked and she nodded. I then pulle dher to me. “If you are we will be okay babe, but we don’t know anything yet unless you took a test or went to the doctor?” I was a little upset but it is what it is and I can’t let her see or know because she would blame herself.

[melbender]

“I haven’t taken a test” I said “but I haven’t had a period since you left so chances are we could have mace a baby weeks ago.” I felt sick “oh god what do we do. You have to go to the store.” I couldn’t leave while this emotional

[Ashwag24]

I nodded and kissed her. “Try to calm down we don’t even know yet okay.” I sighed go sit outside and watch the kids play I’ll be right back.” As I was at the store looking at all these test I had no clue which one to get them I heard a familiar voice I looked and damn it there stood her ex giving me a dirty look. I grabbed a test and went to cash out.

[melbender]

“Well i wondered when you two would start adding to the family. Tell my ex wife congratulations.” He smirked.

I sat thinking about another baby, I mean I would love to have a child with him, I just knew he didn’t want that with me. His children would probably feel replaced and his ex would cause so much issues

[Ashwag24]

I rolled my eyes like hell I was telling her that. I paid and got out of there. As I walked in I saw her sitting there looking broken not happy like I thought she would be. Sighing I walked over to her and handed her the bag. “You want me to come with you or watch the kids?”

[melbender]

“No it’s ok. They want you to come play soccer with them” I stood up, kissing his cheek “our life may or may not change right now” I said talking the bag and going into our bathroom. I peed on all three, and waited anxiously. One by one, they were negative and one said not pregnant. I don’t know what I felt, but it was close to disappointment. I stayed in there for ten minutes more and finally came out as he was telling them it was bed time. I just smiled and shook my head. “Come on, let’s get you two into bed.”

[Ashwag24]

I stood there did that mean she wasn’t. I was gutted I kind of well I guess I wanted her to be. I walked up to her. “You okay? I’ll get them to bed go run some bath water and we will relax in there okay.”

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