Pain and Pleasure

[melbender]

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“Yes!” I gasped, reaching for his hand and holding as I loved the way he felt inside me like this. “I’m cumming!” I cried out, pushing down back and tightening around his cock as he spilled inside of me. It felt so good, and i rolled ocer, kissing down his chest and making him hard again. I didn’t want to leave as we drove away back home. But my body felt ready and I was just so tired that I napped most the way home waking as we got home, I stepped out of the car and looked at him “get the baby bag and mine that are by the front door.” Something didn’t feel right, “I think I’m going into labour.” I said all too soon as my waters broke

[melbender]

I was shocked and clearly surprised by why he said “how about you don’t hide shit from me and be around here more. I can’t help that she always wants me, do you think I enjoy being the only one she wants every night or all day? I can’t get anything done. I don’t even use the toilet alone because she always wants me and screams for me when I’m out of sight, I wonder why that is.” I snapped, hating that we were fighting

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her. “See it’s all my fault! Everything is all my fault. I can’t seem to make you happy being here I was here all the time! You pushed me to go to work! So I did. Then I get yelled out and slapped for working.” I paced more. “Have I ever truly made you happy?”

[melbender]

“If I had of known what you were doing at work I wouldn’t have ever-“ I stopped talking as the tears came “just do whatever you want. You will anyway so there’s no point in me even voicing how I feel anymore. You’re a grown man, and as you’ve told me plenty of times before, you don’t take orders from anyone.”

[Ashwag24]

She didn’t answer my question. “Your not happy? I’ve never made you happy.” I said and walked away disappointed with myself. I sat on the bed with my head in my hands.

[melbender]

How could he think that I wasn’t happy. I was happy. I dressed penny and laid her down in bed as I rocked her to sleep and then went to go and change. I saw George at the door “I’m going out, tell Travis I’ll be back later.” I was driving to this club and looking around on my own.

[Ashwag24]

I sat there till George appeared. “I’m sir sage wanted to let you know she has gone out.” I looked up with red rimmed eyes. “Can you locate her and just make sure she is safe. I’ll stay with penny.” I just couldn’t bring myself to go after her when she wasn’t happy here and obviously she wasn’t when she just took off.

[melbender]

I walked into the club, a bouncer appearing. “Excuse me miss. You can’t be in here!” He grabbed my shoulder shoving me back. “Oh really? Should I call my husband and find out? I mean he’s the one who built the damn place.” I snapped, not in the mood. He stepped aside and spoke to another large man, and they both nodded “our apologies ma’am. Enjoy.” I walked in, and saw a man being blown by the bar as another couple were having sex on the lounge. The woman from last night walked towards me, in large heels and leather “ahh, I was wondering if I would see you again. Travis talks about you often.” Well that was a plus I though to myself “let me give you a tour, he was so precise in every detail. The hours we spent together going over everything through the day and sometimes night. He really pushed hard to make sure I knew what he likes. And I must admit, I wouldn’t ever fuck another dominant but he needed to let out some anger.” She said and kept walking. He and her? My heart dropped.

[Ashwag24]

I laid there waiting and waiting. I didn’t know what to do or what to say to her. So I wrote her a letter for when she got home.

my little one,

Sage I love you so much. I didn’t mean to hurt you by keeping it from you I really wanted to talk to you but you were always tired and I hated it. I pushed to get it done I spent long hours getting thing in place because I wanted to be here with you and penny. I didn’t want to spend that time away trust me I didn’t. I’m sorry so sorry for hurting you I wish I would have been upfront. I know it’s all my fault but baby I’ll do whatever it takes to show you how much I love you and how happy you make me your all I need you and our children. I love you all. Please forgive me. I need you. Your my rock.

Love,
Your truly sorry husband.

[melbender]

I came home later that afternoon, and walked into the kitchen, finding a note on the counter. I smiled, reading his words. I knew him writing this would have taken so much as he’s never one to voice feelings so easily. “Travis.” I called out, noticing the glow from the tv in the lounge. I just walked over, climbing up onto his lap and burying my face into the crook of his neck.

[Ashwag24]

I felt her cuddle up to me. I smiled and kissed her head. “Hey little one, I’ve missed you.” I held her tight and didn’t want to let her go. “Penny is still napping.” I kissed her again. “I’m so sorry baby.”

[melbender]

“I love you.” I whispered, turning his face to kiss my lips “I want you, right here.” I said running my hand down the front of his chest and kissing him harder “take me to the room.”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled and kissed her. “I’ll take you anywhere.” I stood and picked her up. “Your perfect baby.” I walked us to our bedroom. Laid her down and kissed her. I took it easy and slow.

[melbender]

In his arms, I laid there and finally said “I meant to the other room, the one we haven’t used in awhile.. I know you need it.” She had told me he craves it and can’t live without it. “You always worry you’re not enough but maybe it’s me.”

[Ashwag24]

I shook my head. “Definitely not you baby, and I don’t need it anymore yeah I like it but I don’t need it. What I need is you and our kids.”

[melbender]

“But she said you can’t live without it. She said you and she-“ I stopped talking not wanting to upset him. “I don’t want you to go back there again. I don’t like her, make her buy you out.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her wondering what the hell happened. “Okay, I’ll call my lawyer and have him set it up and then I won’t ever go into that business again.” I kissed her I wasn’t going to put up a fight. “But can you tell me what happened because she obviously upset you and that’s not okay.”

[melbender]

“I don’t want to talk about it.” I couldn’t tell him what she said or showed me. “I just want you to know you’re mine, no one else gets to have you. You can’t be with someone else, I won’t let you.”

[Ashwag24]

I looked at her “I don’t want anyone else. I married you I’ve been with only you since we got together and that’s how it’s going to be till the day I die.” I kissed her “trust me baby it’s you I love and only want.”

[melbender]

“She took me to a room, with a lot of things I’ve never even seen.
She said you used them on her, that you didn’t fuck but she let you vent your frustration out on her in other ways.” I looked away, staring at the wall. “I punched her.”

[Ashwag24]

I laughed. “Good I’m glad you punched her. And I didn’t use anything on her she always told me she was a lesbian. Fuck I’m so sorry sage I didn’t touch her or anything I swear.”

[melbender]

“Let’s just go away, I feel like we’ve lost our way with each other and I hate it. Penny is fine with with George. I just miss us.” I said holding onto him tightly.

[Ashwag24]

I sighed. “Yeah she is fine with George but not with me.” I hated that. “A weekend?” I didn’t want to be gone to long.

[melbender]

I listened to what he said and had a thought “let’s take her camping, she would love the beach and it would be so fun to get away from technology”

[Ashwag24]

I smiled. “I love that idea how about a week then? And George and Laura can come too that way we can still have some time just you and I.” I kissed her and loved that she was into this.

[melbender]

“Yeah but they come as friends, nothing more” I rubbed my stomach feeling them kick and smiled at him “we need to decide on a nursery, I have been buying furniture for weeks now and it’s piling up the garage.”

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